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Never give up!!!



So right about now I am raw with emotion, emotion of failure but yet it’s not failure, yesterday I had the opportunity of going to pass out for my Driver’s license and you know I didn’t make it however God swung things around so quickly and allowed me to take a deep breath, yes I cried for a few minutes, I had two strangers with me but they really were my two angels that God loaned to me in my time of need, my goal was not accomplish but it’s not the right time, you see I could carry on and have a pity party and beat myself up over it all, but I didn’t!!

I went to the Driver’s appointment, I started out right but yesterday was not my day, I get the feeling that all I had to do yesterday was scope out the territory, see what I am up against because next time around I am so going to be prepared reminds me of the story of Nehemiah in chapter 2:1-10 Where he went to check out the area where they were to rebuild the wall and he then had a better idea of how to go about it all, he was busy preparing himself for what lies ahead. Same way I feel a bit shaken and rightfully so I am human, but the God in me will not allow me to give up because that is just not in my DNA, I have been blessed with an amazing instructor and I thank God for him for he told me like it is, to pull myself towards myself and go and make another appointment, what the enemy meant for my harm God turned into my good, you know I got another appointment and it ain’t over until God says it’s over, I will go prepared and know what I am up against.

“If God is for us who can be against us?”

Always remember ‘you NEVER give up, no matter what, you pull yourself towards yourself and you get up and work towards that goal until you have achieved it, no matter how long it will take you’ YOU DO NOT GIVE UP!! God’s given us everything we need inside of us all, all we have to do is tap into it with God’s help, my words yesterday morning while in prayer was “Lord, your will be done, not mine” and I comforted  myself with those words, passing my Driver’s is definitely in God’s will for my life just not yesterday, but I will not give the devil a foothold for a pity party I will achieve my goal and I have another chance and it’s gonna be awesome!! Your attitude is very important like Keith Harrel say “Attitude is everything!”

“For I have not given you a Spirit of fear and timidity but one of Power, Love and a sound mind, says the Lord” 2 Timothy 1:7 

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